Thursday, June 13, 2019

More From the Upcoming The Voxlightner Scandal


dontravis.com blog post #341

Artist: Maria Fanning
I recently received the third edit of The Voxlightner Scandal from DSP Publications for my review. As this is the last opportunity to make changes to the manuscript, so I always read the third edit from beginning to end. Guess what? I always make changes. I think I will be making changes to my obit as they lower the casket into the ground. My philosophy is that a manuscript is never finished, it's just that you get so sick of it you can’t stand to read it again.

At any rate, I wanted to give you another glimpse of the sixth BJ Vinson mystery before it reaches the publication state. No date has been set yet, but likely sometime early next year.

The scene I’ve chosen opens Chapter 4 of the book when the matriarch of the Voxlightner family summons BJ to “the Castle.” Let’s take a look.

*****
THE VOXLIGHTNER SCANDAL


When Paul and I went to the office the next morning after an early therapy swim at the country club, a surprise awaited us. Hazel waved a phone slip in my face the moment I came through the outer door.
“You have a call you need to return right away.”
I accepted the pink slip with a name and number printed in Hazel’s careful handwriting. “Lucinda Caulkins…. Caulkins,” I mumbled.
“She’s old Marshall Voxlightner’s daughter,” Hazel said. “Caulkins is her married name.”
“Ah.” No wonder my office manager was so animated. She either anticipated a client to pay for the work we were already doing or someone demanding that we cease doing it. Either way an advantage for the firm’s bottom line from her perspective. “Okay. I’ll give her a ring.”
Paul joined me as I placed the call and activated the speaker phone when someone answered the ring. I identified myself and was asked to hold.
Within a minute a calm, well-modulated voice came on the line. “My name is Lucinda Caulkins, Mr. Vinson. Thank you for returning my call. I wonder if it would be convenient for you to drop by and speak with my mother? She has a matter she would like to discuss.” The hint of a slow drawl reminded me she had lived for the last several years with a real estate developer husband in Virginia.
“Certainly. When would be convenient?”
“Would two suit your schedule?”
“See you at two.” At Paul’s frantic pantomime I hastily added, “Would it be permissible to bring an associate?”
“Of course.”


A uniformed maid answered the door, but a slender woman with frosted brown hair stood behind her in the foyer. She stepped forward and offered a hand as the maid discreetly slipped away. Her simple but elegant outfit wasn’t off the rack.
As we exchanged greetings, I identified Paul as my associate. Lucinda Caulkins greeted him as politely as she had me before leading the way to a large, comfortable room. I would have called it a living room, but in this setting, it was more properly a drawing room. The outside of this stone-and-brick edifice might truly resemble a medieval castle, yet the interior was modern, with big airy rooms… although the effect was spoiled somewhat by furniture that might easily have come out of the Victorian age.
A small, thin woman I’d completely overlooked when we entered the room rose from the depths of a tufted wing chair with the aid of an ebony cane. Despite being emaciated she moved with alacrity. Her smile was welcoming, not formal.
“Mother,” Lucinda said, moving to the older woman’s side, “may I present Mr. B. J. Vinson and his associate, Paul Barton. They’ve come at our invitation. My mother, Mrs. Dorothy Wellbourne Voxlightner.”
“Of course. Welcome to Voxlightner Castle.” The frail hand she offered still had strength in it. I estimated she must be in her mideighties. Her voice reminded me of her daughter’s without the slight, acquired southern drawl. I’d heard stories about this woman all my life, and here she stood, without hubris, not a prima donna or misanthrope, but warm and charming.
She startled us with a tinkling laugh. “I used to be so self-conscious over such a pretentious description of our home, but Marshall was adamant about it. Over the years it’s become easier.”
“It is a castle, ma’am,” Paul put in, a smile dimpling his cheeks.
“I like this one,” the older woman said, taking his hand to shake and pat at the same time. “You must call me Dorothy.”
“Wouldn’t dream of it,” he said, bringing her hand to his lips.
She drew him to a big camelback sofa and pulled him down beside her. “I didn’t know they made them like this any longer.” She addressed Paul. “Tea? Coffee? You don’t look old enough for highballs.”
“Thank you, ma’am, I’ll pass.”
After I also declined refreshment, Lucinda put things back on track. “Mr. Vinson, I understand you’re working with the police on Pierce’s murder, is that correct?”
“Both Paul and I are consulting with Detective Roy Guerra, the officer in charge of the investigation.”
“Then we have a proposition for you.” Lucinda glanced at her mother and received a small nod before proceeding. “As you may be aware, my brother, Barron, disappeared on Monday, March 15, 2004 and has not been seen or heard from since. We believe it is time to have him declared dead. We would like your help.”
I wasn’t able to hide my astonishment. At a minimum my eyebrows must have reacted. “I am surprised you haven’t taken that step before now. New Mexico law requires only a waiting period of five years. Five years elapsed in 2009.”
“My father wasn’t willing to live the scandal all over again. And any such petition was certain to raise it. Then, of course, that was the year my father died, and probating his estate occupied our attention. Since then we’ve honored his wishes.”
“Likely out of inertia,” Mrs. Voxlightner put in.
Distaste edged Lucinda’s voice when she spoke after a slight pause. “When Pierce told us he was going to recreate all the details with his new book, we objected. But he claimed he was going to expose the perpetrators and exonerate the family.”
“Did he identify these perpetrators?”
She shook her head. “No. He rudely refused to reveal anything. Said it was too dangerous. And given what happened to him, perhaps he was right.”
“You believe someone involved in the scandal killed Pierce Belhaven?”
Lucinda leveled a cool stare at me. “What other explanation could there be?”
I turned to Mrs. Voxlightner. “Are there children other than Mrs. Caulkins and Barron?”
She shook her head. “Barron was our only son.”
“All right. I understand the situation now, but you don’t need my services. As I understand the Uniform Probate Code, you are not required to conduct a search for your son. If he has not been seen nor heard from this past five years, that is sufficient. Your attorney can file a petition for a declaration of death.”
The tiny elegant woman sitting beside Paul on the sofa cleared her throat and claimed the room’s attention as she reached for a leather-clad folio on the coffee table. “I fear we’re not making ourselves clear. Because Pierce was so certain he could uncover the swindlers who looted the precious metals company, we want you to investigate his death and bring his murderer to justice. If in the process you determine exactly what happened to Barron, that would be a plus for us.”
She opened the folio and held out a photo in her graceful fingers. “This is the way the world last saw my son. It’s the final image of him I have as well. This is not acceptable to me.”
I took the FBI wanted poster of a wild-eyed image of Barron Voxlightner staring back at me. The legend read: Wanted for Murder and Grand Theft.
“This is not the way I want to remember my son. Nor do I want others thinking that of him. Locate Barron if you can. If not please see if you can determine what happened to him. When you are finished, we will have my son declared dead… if it’s appropriate.”
The room was still while I nibbled on my lower lip. “Mrs. Voxlightner, the police and a couple of insurance companies investigated that situation years ago. They had no luck, so it’s doubtful I can do better.”
The lady smiled at me. “But don’t you see? Pierce swore he uncovered something he believed would lead him to the answer to the mystery. Since you’re investigating his death, you just need to find what that was. While he did not share his information with us, I do know it was something he came across while he was with the New Mexico Power and Light Company.”
“You are aware his files were stolen and his computers destroyed, aren’t you?”
“Come now, Mr. Vinson, we have faith in you. I’ve made some inquiries and am satisfied you can uncover something for us. If nothing else, make certain Barron has truly vanished without leaving a trace. Please provide us with whatever contract you require, and we will give you an appropriate retainer.”
“On one condition, Mrs. Voxlightner.”
“And what, pray tell, is that?”
“You’ll call me BJ instead of Mr. Vinson.”
“Agreed. And I am Dorothy.”

*****

I suppose every city, town, and village in the world has at least one family around which stories and myths and misconceptions swirl. The Voxlightners was one of Albuquerque’s which is one reason why BJ is so easily persuaded to take a look into a case that the police, the FBI, and others agencies had sought in vain to solve. But as so often happens—one murder leads back to another. Or does it?

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Thursday, June 6, 2019

A Little Dent Makes a Big Impression


dontravis.com blog post #340

Courtesy of Pixabay
Received a lot of hits on “Splendid Desolation,” but few comments. Maybe it didn’t attract enough fantasy fiction fans. That’s the price you pay when you wander all over the literary map. Such as with this week’s submission.

*****
A LITTLE DENT MAKES A BIG IMPRESSION

Seven o’clock. In the PM. Long day. Tired… and apparently careless. As I backed my Chevy Blazer into a parking spot at my apartment complex, I let the day’s worries get to me. I hit the brakes as soon as I felt contact and pulled forward a bit before getting out. Yep, the yellowToyota RAV4 in the parking space next to me sported a fresh dent in the rear passenger’s panel. My boat? Not a scratch.
Considering the space to be jinxed, I moved two parking spots over and paid more attention this time as I backed between the two white lines. Upon switching off the motor, I dithered over what to do. I’d seen the RAV in the lot often, so obviously the owner lived in my neck of the woods. Should I leave a note confessing my sin, or just keep an eye out for the owner. Or maybe figure the dude had uninsured motorist coverage and let his insurance company take care of it. Yeah. That was it.


I did not sleep well that night and came to the conclusion that my conscience was pestering the daylights out of me. Well, too bad, conscience, a little dent wasn’t worth all the trouble. So I pounded the pillow into submission and went back to sleep. Have you ever dreamed of a little dent in a car panel? It was boring enough so that I should have slept like the preverbal log but pesky enough to jerk me awake every few minutes.


Okay, this thing had to be dealt with… but how. What was the safest course for me? Dump a couple of hundred-dollar bills in an envelope and put it under the RAV’s windshield wiper anonymously? That approach appealed. No way did I want to become personally involved in a confession/accusation thing. For all I knew the SUV was owned by that scary two hundred-fifty pounder with a long black beard who skulked past my apartment every morning. He looked like he’d physically engage with a fellow for just looking at him wrong, much less putting a dent in his ride.
Or maybe it was the beanpole at the far end of the building who looked to be a clerk of some sort. Couldn’t have been thirty yet, and he was already stooped over like he perpetually scribbled in a ledger book or hammered on a typewriter. Naw. He looked nerdy enough to have a computer, not a typewriter.
Or it could be…. Yak! Stop it. Just keep an eye on the RAV and try to spot the owner.


A couple of days passed without me identifying the car’s driver. Our paths never crossed when I was coming or going. All I saw was the parked vehicle when I came home from work. Actually, the damage looked uglier than I’d first thought. Maybe I should have reported it to my insurance company, but I have a hellacious deductible, so why bother? It would all come out of my pocket anyway… plus the cost of my policy would go up at renewal time. Nope, I’d just have to smother my conscience and do a few good deeds in recompense… the kinds that don’t cost an arm and a leg.

Saturday morning, I stood shirtless on my patio with a cup of strong coffee in my hand when this really gorgeous dish sauntered by. She’d moved in a couple of doors down about a month ago. A month ago? That was about when the RAV showed up in the parking lot!
I scooted back inside the apartment to throw on a shirt and slip into some moccasins before banging through my door and heading for the parking lot. Sure enough, the girl with the graceful sway headed straight to the RAV.
“Excuse me, miss,” I called, struggling with the top button on my shirt. Oh, Lord! I hadn’t shaved yet. No wonder she was examining me with an uncertain look on her lovely face.
“Are you speaking to me?” she asked in a low, melodious voice.
“Yes, ma’am,” I said, short of breath as I caught up with her. “Hi, I’m Rob Sterling.”
Her left eyebrow arched. “Rod Sterling? Aren’t you dead?”
“Rob. Rob Sterling. Not Rod Sterling. I’m your neighbor in 121.”
She relaxed. “Hello, I’m Marty Hanover. Nice to meet you.”
“I… uh, I was trying to catch the owner of this vehicle. The RAV is yours, isn’t it?”
She nodded.
“Well, I have a confession to make. I accidentally backed into your car and left that dent.” Like some gawky, inexperienced actor, I dramatically indicated the injured panel.
“You did that?”
Not quite certain whether her tone was accusatory or expressed relief, I nodded. “Yes, sorry. I came home late from work and was tired and wasn’t paying attention. That’s my Blazer over there, the red one.”
“Do you always back into parking spaces?”
I shrugged and managed a half laugh. “Yeah. There are kids in the complex, and I feel safer pulling out in the morning with only one cup of coffee under my belt. Kids are safer, too.”
“But apparently not cars.”
That threw me, but I soldiered on. “Anyway, I want to make it right. If you’ll have it repaired, I’ll pay the bill.”
That should have brought a smile but elicited a frown. “I don’t know much about car repairs. I don’t know where to take it. Or if I’m being treated fairly. Or—”
“I’ve got a mechanic who also does body work. Used him for a couple of years. Be happy to recommend him.”
The delayed smile appeared, causing my heart to pitter-patter. “That would be nice. Could you also go with me? You know how to talk car repairs. I don’t.”
“Sure. When would you like to go?”
“Is he open on Saturday?”
“Until noon.”
“Would now be convenient?”
“Absolutely.”
“Your car or mine?” she asked.
“Since he has to look at the damage it would have to be yours. We’ll go down, have him look it over, and make an appointment for the repair job.”
 “Thank you. That’s very nice of you.”
“Not at all. After all, I caused all the folderol.”
Within two blocks, I knew she’d moved to town to take a job at the University of New Mexico, hailed from Chicago, wasn’t sure if she liked Albuquerque, and wasn’t married or engaged. When we arrived at the shop, my friend took a look at the damage, quoted a price that took my breath away—but still less than my deductible—and made an appointment for Monday morning.
As we headed back to the apartment complex, a thought occurred. “How are you going to get to work after you drop the RAV off at the shop on Monday?” I asked.
“Taxi… bus. I’m not sure.”
“How about if I follow you down and take you to work?”
“What about your job?”
“I’ll let them know I’m going to be late.”
“Are you sure?”
“You bet.” I drew breath and held it a bit. “And I’ll pick you up Monday afternoon and drive you to pick up your car.”
“I don’t want to become a pest.”
Please be a pest! “That’s okay. I put the dent in your RAV, didn’t I?” Bless that little dent.
“So you say.”
“And after that, we could stop somewhere for an early dinner, maybe.”
She smiled. Oh, what a smile! “That would be nice. Maybe I’m going to like Albuquerque after all.”
Sometimes a little dent makes a big impression.

*****

Looks like Rob made a connection… and all it cost him was something less than his insurance deductible. Maybe it’s the start of something wonderful, life changing even. I hope so.

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Thursday, May 30, 2019

Splendid Desolation (Part Four of Four parts)


dontravis.com blog post #339

Courtesy of publicdomainpictures.com
Now all will be revealed. Vince has been saved, and with Skye at his side, desolation becomes splendid desolation. But the story’s not over yet. Read on.

*****
SPLENDID ISOLATION

I woke the next morning with Skye sitting beside me, watching me with his marvelous turquoise eyes, an enigmatic smile on his lips.
“Now it’s time for you to go find my twin.”
“Twin? Karl’s your twin?”
“Yes, we’re identical. He’s a good guy. He’ll help you.” The boy hesitated a moment. “I wish we had more time, but it will be hot soon. You have to be on your way. But first, I want to thank you. It was a magical night.”
“I should be thanking you, my young friend. But why should it end so soon. Come with me.”
That sweet, wistful smile appeared again. “I can’t. Please don’t ask. But perhaps I’ll see you there.”
An hour later, my head covered by a floppy cloth hat Skye provided, his canteen on my hip, and a distant butte as a marker, I paused for a final look back at the hill. Skye Hardesty, a lonely figure in the distance, raised a hand in farewell and turned to disappear over the crest. There was no sign of the tarpaulin that had sheltered us for the past two days. The kid had stowed it away for use another day.
It was late afternoon before I stumbled across a two-lane strip of blacktop. I took a half dozen more steps before realizing this was the highway. But where was the filling station? I checked my landmark, discovering I’d veered off course. Turning my weary steps north, I almost staggered past an old building set off from the road. Laughing inanely, I stumbled through the door of an old-fashioned trading post, delighted beyond all reason at the sight of another human being.
The man standing at the counter rushed to help as he realized my condition, easing me into a chair beside an old pot-bellied stove. A big glass of cold water appeared in his hand; I swigged it greedily.
“Not too much,” the man cautioned, echoing Skye’s first words to me. “Go easy now.”
It took a few minutes to collect myself and adjust to the gloom of the building’s interior. Eventually, I looked up into a pair of concerned green eyes and a familiar countenance, although this man was in his fifties.
“Mr. Hardesty?”
“Yes.”
“Mr. Hardesty, my name’s Vince Lozander. I met your son. He helped me or I wouldn’t have made it.”
“Mr. Lozander,” the man replied, “my son’s a stockbroker in New York City, more’s the pity.”
Confused, I glanced around the store. “Is Karl here? Karl Hardesty?”
The room went quiet for a moment before understanding broke across the man’s pleasant features.
“I’m Karl Hardesty, Mr. Lozander. It was Skye, wasn’t it? Skye found you out there.”
A chill took possession of me. I shivered as a wave of goose bumps played down my back. “I-I don’t understand. Skye said you were….”
“His twin,” the man completed. “I am. Skye Hardesty disappeared out on that desert thirty-odd years ago. I don’t understand it either, but every once in a while, he sends me somebody from out of that desolation. Can’t really explain it, Vince. Can I call you Vince? Lots of people get lost out there every year, and he helps a few…special ones it seems like.”
He lifted the canteen strap from my shoulder and shook it. “Empty. But you brought it back. All of them do. It’s Skye’s, see?” He pointed out the name etched in the metal cap. “I always take it back out there and throw it on a hill somewhere so he can use it again.”
“But that’s crazy! The man I saw couldn’t be more than eighteen or twenty.”
“Nineteen, to be exact. Or he was thirty-two years ago when he died out there.”
“Died!” The hair on my neck rose; my skin crawled. “That’s impossible! I talked to him… uh, touched him. He was as real as you are.”
“Like I said, can’t explain it. But I know what I know. My brother was a troubled young man. He went out there to die on purpose, I think. He loved the desert, spent all his free time on it. Called it splendid desolation. It’s where he wanted to be.”
“He does love it,” I mumbled, accepting the unthinkable. “Will you tell me about him? It’s important to me.”
He eyed me speculatively. “Yes, I guess it would be. Vince, spend the night, and after supper I’ll tell you about Skye Hardesty, and how his brother let him down when it counted.”
###
Karl and Skye Hardesty were as close as identical twins could be, but one grew up straight and the other bent, or so the locals figured. One was a man; the other turned into a faggot. The whole county shook its collective head. How could it happen? They had identical genes, shared the same womb, experienced the same life events, but Karl fell in love with a local girl while Skye fell head over heels for another teenager, a boy.
“The whole place was scandalized,” Karl said wearily from the old overstuffed chair before the potbelly. “Me along with the rest, I guess. Oh, I’d known he was different for a long time. But I figured he’d grow out of it. Should have known better. He was as hardheaded as I am. Practically the same head...except for that. When they labeled him a queer, I stopped defending him, I’m ashamed to say. Our old man was offended right down to his Evangelical roots and did everything but throw Skye out on his ass. Mama wouldn’t let dad do that, but that’s the only thing she did for Skye.
“So we all let him down. But Skye was one strong kid. He took it all, the abuse, the scorn. But when the boy he loved turned on him that was more than he could take. The kid, Nelson was his name, got caught in his perversion and tried to blame it on Skye. Called him every name you can think of in front of the whole community at a dance one night and told my brother to keep his pansy hands off him. That was after the two had fooled around for a year or better.
“Skye never said a word, just turned around and left. I should have followed him, but I was having too much fun. And if the truth be known, I didn’t want to be painted with the same brush, so I decided to put a little distance between us.
“When we got home that night, he was gone. Only things he took with him were his old jalopy and his desert gear, so I knew right away where he was. Wasn’t until I found his ring that I knew why he was out there. We had identical turquoise rings we got on a trip to Albuquerque one year. It was the most precious thing he ever owned. It was our link together, I guess you could say. He’d only leave it behind if he didn’t need it any more. I knew he was dead before I spent a week looking for him. Found his car. That was all.”
“Maybe he never died. Maybe he went somewhere.”
Karl dug out his wallet and handed me a faded picture. “That’s him on the left. Me on the right. Is that him?”
“Y-yes.” The skin puckered on my arms and back. My scalp prickled. “That’s him.”
“Then how come he didn’t get old like I did?” Karl asked the unanswerable.
But I wasn’t listening. There was another presence in the room. Something powerful but insubstantial. The sudden fear and apprehension fell away. I was free and happy and special. I looked at Karl Hardesty and answered the man’s last question.
“Because you still need your flesh and bone. He doesn’t.” I peered into the deep shadows in the cavernous room. But the air had cleared; Karl and I were alone in the room now.
“He’s gone,” Karl mused. “He comes sometimes when he’s sent somebody extra special. You must be very, very special, Vince. And I thank you for it. I sorta enjoy his visits from time to time. I like to think it means he’s forgiven me.”
“He has, Karl. Believe me, he has.”

*****

Can you summon a willing suspension of belief sufficient to accept the ending? I can. I hope you can, too. I hope you enjoyed your look at a Splendid Desolation.

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Thursday, May 23, 2019

Splendid Desolation (Part Three of Four parts)


dontravis.com blog post #338

Courtesy of Pixnio.com
We last saw Vince staggering around on the desolate desert not much caring whether he lived or died. Will someone show up to save him? Read on.

*****
SPLENDID ISOLATION

I woke at first light wrapped in warm blankets and shaded by an awning of scrap canvas stretched between two boulders. Something soft and wet was pressed against my cracked lips. I sucked on it like a blind baby finding a tit.
“Not too much,” a voice cautioned. Focusing my eyes, I discovered a young man sitting cross-legged beside me holding a dripping cloth to my lips. Davy! He’d come back for me. “Take it slow,” the youngster cautioned.
Despite the words, I sucked the rag dry of the sweetest nectar known to man… water. I tried to sit up, but discovered I was too weak to even lift my head. “Where  am... I?” My voice sounded like a bullfrog with a whiskey problem.
The young man smiled, revealing teeth brighter than Sweetie’s. I realized he was not Davy; this youth had a little bulk to his frame, although he was as spectacularly handsome at that miserable little shit. Dark curls fell across a broad forehead as yet unmarked by life. Turquoise eyes, somewhere between blue and green, smiled along with a broad, sensual mouth.
“You’re safe. You just need to rest and gain some strength, and then we’ll get you to shelter.”
“How’d you find me?”
“That’s what I do,” the youth responded in a light baritone. “I find people in trouble out here. You’d be surprised how many there are.”
“Not if they’re as stupid as I am,” I grumbled, accepting more water from a canteen.
“Folks get insulated from the desert by air-conditioned cars and forget how dangerous it is.”
“Can you show me the way me back to civilization?”
“Sure. As soon as you get your strength back. Right now, I want you to eat some trail mix. We’ll try bacon and eggs later.”
Trail mix had always tasted like confetti, but the stuff this kid fed me was ambrosia. After that feast, I dropped back into a restless sleep. It wasn’t until afternoon that I felt strong enough to put a good, solid meal under my belt. Then I took notice of our surroundings. We were camped on a steep hill crowned by two large boulders. There was nothing but nothing for miles in every direction. I wondered how the dark-haired youngster managed to carry my dead weight up the slope of the hill.
Seeing I was awake, the boy abandoned chopping scraggly bits of wood with a hatchet to check on me. “Feeling better now?”
“Yeah. Think I’ll make it. When can we leave?”
“Not till tomorrow. You oughta be in better shape by then.”
“Why not now? Hell, we ought to make it by sundown.”
The boy looked at me with dawning comprehension. “I’m sorry, man. I don’t have a vehicle. You’ve gotta walk out.”
My heart sank. My dismay must have shown. The kid laid a hand on my arm. “Don’t worry. You’ll be better provisioned this time, and you’ll know where you’re going. By the way, my name’s Skye. Skye Hardesty.” The youth offered a strong hand that reminded me how weak I was. “I know you’re Vince because I looked in your billfold when I wasn’t sure what the situation was. Hope you don’t mind.”
I shook my head. “Sky? Like that up there,” I asked, pointing upward.
“Skye with an ‘e’. My brother got a normal name, Karl, but they tagged me Skye. Go figure.” The kid was not only good-looking; he was also likable. “By the way, your wallet’s empty. Just has a driver’s license and a couple of pictures.”
I swore aloud. “That thieving son of a bitch! I had five hundred and some credit cards. I’m gonna wring his scrawny neck!” That elicited a slew of questions, all of which I answered, laying out my story…minus the romp in the truck bed. Skye agreed there were some pretty bad people in this world.
It grew uncomfortable even under the protective awning in the hottest part of the afternoon, but my rescuer had chosen well. Our hillock caught whatever faint breeze the thermal heat stirred across the desert. Skye suddenly reappeared from wherever he’d been and hovered over me. The kid hadn’t even broken a sweat. Used to it, I guessed.
“I wanta clean you up some. We don’t have a lot of water, but I’ve got enough to sponge you off. It’ll keep you a little cooler, too. Okay?”
I licked lips that felt almost normal and nodded. “Sure. But I can do it.”
“If you’ll put up with me getting kinda personal, I’ll do it. I won’t waste as much water.”
So I sprawled atop my blanket wondering if I could control myself as the boy carefully removed my clothing. Couldn’t afford to scare the kid off…he was my ticket out of this jam. I watched as the young man wet a rag, rubbed it against a small scrap of soap, and set about washing me from head to foot with water from his seemingly bottomless canteen.
When he was finished, Skye sat cross-legged and looked me over carefully. Searching for spots he missed, I guessed. Any though of covering myself quickly died as the evaporating moisture cooled my sunburned flesh.
“You sure are a handsome man,” Skye ventured shyly after a moment.
“Never thought of myself like that.”
“Not pretty, but handsome.”
I laughed aloud. “But you are…pretty, I mean.”
The boy glanced away. He couldn’t have been more than eighteen…twenty, max, but he carried a maturity about him. It was probably his serious demeanor.
After a moment’s silence, he spoke again. “I’ve heard about that place. That Eagle Bar you mentioned.” Skye turned those sometimes blue, sometimes green eyes on me. “I hear it’s one of those bear places.”
I smiled. “Yep, a bona fide cave full of bears, most of them big and hairy.”
“Like you.”
“Like me,” I confirmed. But his close examination cut off my dissertation on the bear subculture of the United States.
Skye faltered. “They’re…they’re homosexuals, aren’t they?”
“Lots of us,” I said deliberately.
“The sex thing…that it’s pretty important, isn’t it? Sometimes sex gives people a clue to the kind of person they are.”
“Who are you, Sigmund Freud?” I laughed, intrigued by the trace of bitterness in his voice.
“No, just a guy with problems of his own.”
“What kind of problems do you have? You’re just a kid.”
“Sometimes that’s when they show up, when you’re a kid,” Skye answered. Then he turned those agate eyes on me again. “You’re a handsome man,” he repeated. Skye put a timid hand to my chest. “Sorry,” he said, jerking away quickly. “Just wanted to see what it felt like.”
That’s okay. I don’t mind. Like it, as a matter of fact.”
Skye leaned over and gently laid his head on my chest. After a while, I realized he was working up his courage.
“It’s okay, kid.”
Instantly, he embraced me with a hunger I’d rarely seen. The world sort of went crazy as we became wrapped up in one another. When it was over, we sat side by side without touching.
“Feel better now?” he asked. “I figured you needed it. I…I don’t do that with everybody.”
“Thanks, kid. You’re right. I needed it. And it was great. How about you? You need any help?”
Skye slowly shook his head. “Not right now.”
We fell silent as we looked out at the desert below the hill.
I shivered. “Such desolation.”
He leaned his shoulder against mine. “Splendid desolation.”
“If you say so.”
He looked at me and smiled. “I do. It is.”
I stretched out on the blanket and closed my eyes to avoid noticing again how handsome the kid was. The next thing I knew, I woke at sunset, still naked but covered by a blanket. Skye handed me a tin cup of stew, which I devoured hungrily.
“It’ll get cold now,” Skye commented, observing the unbelievable sunset to the west. “Beautiful, isn’t it. This is the greatest place in the world.”
“Bleakest, you mean,” I groused, little moved by nature’s garish spectacle.
“It’s the place I chose,” Skye mused. “I’ve never been sorry.”
“To each his own.”
The boy gave me a wry grin. “Yeah. But sometimes it takes a long time to learn that.”
“How’d you get to be so smart?”
“Lots of suffering.”
“Yeah, sure. You look like you suffered daily for all of what? Twenty years?”
“Things aren’t always the way they seem,” Skye turned enigmatic. “You’re stronger, I think. You’ll be on your way tomorrow. I’ll miss you.”
“You’re not going with me?” I asked in amazement.
“No, I still have things to do here.”
“Where the hell do you live?”
The boy motioned to the west with his chin, a touch of sadness hiding in the reflected hues of the dying sunset. “Over there, but there’s a gas station down on the highway that’s closer.” Skye pointed over his shoulder. “My brother, Karl, runs it. He’ll take care of you when you get there.”
“So come with me and see your brother. Is there bad blood between you or something?”
“Not any more.” Suddenly, the youth seemed to cheer up. “But I’ll stay with you tonight. We’ll be together for a while longer.”
I shivered suddenly and considered whether I should put on my clothes. The boy seemed to read my thoughts.
“I used some of the water to rinse out your things. They aren’t clean, but they’re not filthy like they were. Afraid they’re not quite dry. But I’ve got an extra blanket,” he said, going to the mysterious pack propped against the rocks that seemed to hold everything but the proverbial kitchen sink.
Skye built a comfortable fire from the pieces of cactus and desert wood he’d cut earlier in the day. Then as the fire warmed the immediate vicinity, we took to the blankets and shared another bout of love-making. I lay quiet, permitting him to set the agenda. He was competent, tender, but I sensed he was somewhat withdrawn, even as he led me through the most tremendous, the most stunning, the most satisfying intimate experience I’d ever had.

*****

The first time Vince met a twink in a bar, something was off about the kid. Like he took Vince out on the desert for a good time, zonked him with a knockout drug, and stole his pickup. Now he’s met another one, who saved him. But is all as it seems? Next week, we learn the truth.

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Thursday, May 16, 2019

Splendid Desolation (Part Two of Four parts)


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Last week we meet Vince Lozander, an ex-trucker meets Davy, a twink, in the Eagle Bar, a bear place near the Continental Divide in western New Mexico.. They strike up a conversation, and it soon becomes clear the younger man is looking to hitch a ride. Vince wants to know a little more about him before deciding whether to help out or not. They are still in the bar.Let’s see what gives.
*****
SPLENDID ISOLATION

I showed Davy the Blue Room with a blonde UNM grad student and a smooth-skinned Navajo on the stage. Davy’s eyes bugged at the tiny G-strings struggling to cover their privates. We found a couple of seats, and I watched him with interest as he took in the show.
“I thought bears liked big, hairy boys,” he said eventually, sounding like he had a catch in his throat. His eyes never wavered from the two male bodies on the stage.
I laughed aloud. “You guys dance better,” I responded, watching him closely.
His eyes flicked to me momentarily, and he swallowed hard. “You a bear? You don’t look like one. I mean,” he hastened to add, “you don’t have a beard, and you’re not fat, and… Aw, I’m not saying this right.”
“I’m big,” I said, playfully pumping my biceps for him. “And I’ve got a rug under my shirt. I’m a bear, all right. All the way.”
“I…” he faltered. “You may be big, but you’re not fat.”
“Two eighty. But I try to keep it all muscle.” I made a quick decision. Might as well introduce him to the rest of the Eagle. “Come on. Show you something.”
“Where we going?”
“You wanna see bears, I’m gonna show you bears.”
As we passed through the crimson door to the Eagle Bar’s real den of iniquity, the kid stopped like he was pole-axed. The Red Room is the action arena at the Continental Divide Eagle. Little private alcoves lined the fringes, and sturdy backless divans occupied the middle where men lounged like Romans at a feast. And it was a feast. Naked bodies undulated in a tangle of erotic pleasure.
I grabbed Davy by the arm and led him to one of the unoccupied alcoves. The kid followed along blindly, his head swiveling to take in the action at the other sofas. He finally sat down beside me as if in a daze, but he sure came alive when I touched him.
“Hey!” he exclaimed, brushing my hand away and looking around wildly.
It took a moment to realize he didn’t object to being handled; he just wasn’t comfortable doing it in public. Or maybe he was just being coy.
“I always heard bears don’t go for guys like me,” he said.
“Normally, I’d prefer the sergeant over there doing his buddy. But sometimes a little change is exciting.”
“Don’t you have someplace private we can go?”
“We can get a room, I guess.”
“How about your truck? You’re a trucker, aren’t you?”
“A week ago, I’d have said yes. But I sold my rig and bought a pickup.”
“Can we use it?” he asked, but I sensed disappointment.
The guy wanted to do it in the sleeping space of a semi. I wondered how long that had been a secret dream of his. The mental image of my six-four frame laid out in my pickup’s passenger compartment brought a chuckle.
“The truck bed, maybe, but no way in the cab. They’d have to use the Jaws of Life to pry us out.”
“That would be okay, wouldn’t it? The bed, I mean. You can spread out, and I’ll make it good for you. I promise, Vince.”
“Doing it in public in the Red Room of the Eagle Bar is one thing, kid. The back of a pickup in a public parking lot is something else.”
“We can drive out to some place private, can’t we? I really want to do you, Vince. I’ve never had a bear before.”
I motioned to the center of the room. “Let’s go out there. You can have a cheering section all your own.”
“I…I can’t. Not with everyone watching.”
“Lots more comfortable here in the alcove. Not so public.”
He glanced around doubtfully. “Uh-uh. Still too many prying eyes.”
I sighed and got to my feet. “Okay. Let’s go.”
“You won’t regret it, big guy.”
I’m not certain, but I think he flushed. Hard to tell in a room full of red lights.
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I blinked hard and glanced up into a cloudless sky, wincing at the strength of the sun. Where the hell was I? This was pure desert. What in the world had happened? I struggled to sit up, surprised by the unexpected weakness I experienced. My trousers were down around my ankles; my shirt was open. I’d apparently had a hell of a time before something happened that left me lying half-naked in the desert sand.
I got uncertainly to my feet and pulled my clothing into place, struggling to remember. Bits and pieces came back slowly. My name was Vince Lozander. Thirty-five…no thirty-six. I’d had a birthday last month. From Arkansas. Now on my way to San Diego. Sold my rig and bought a pickup. My pickup! Where the hell was my Ram? I looked around wildly. I could see for miles. High desert country. Nothing. No highway, no buildings…no pickup!
“Son of a bitch!” I cursed, beginning to remember. I’d been at the Continental Divide Eagle Bar last night. Met somebody new…a damned twink! Davy something or the other. We’d gone to the pickup because he was too shy to get it on in the Red Room. Too shy my fuzzy ass! He’d set me up.
I vaguely recalled driving a couple of miles and pulling off I-40 into the evergreen forest that dotted the high continental divide country. Then we’d got in the bed of the pickup and had a romp on a couple of blankets. The kid had been as good as his word. And then…and then….
Damn! He’d pulled a bottle out of the backpack he’d grabbed at the door when we left the bar and offered me a drink. Thirsty from all the action, I’d taken a big slug, and that’s the last thing I remember.
Son of a bitch! I’d been carjacked! The fucker was a crook. A criminal. That’s why he’d looked so disappointed when I said I’d sold my rig. He was looking to heist a hundred thousand dollar container, not a twenty-five thousand dollar pickup! Brazen little bastard had screwed me… and not in a good way!
It smarted a little that a pipsqueak I outweighed by a hundred pounds had not only dared take me on; he’d also succeeded. He’d doped my ass, rolled me out of the bed of my Dodge, and abandoned me in the middle of the desert. I took another look around. I was probably still in New Mexico. The horizon didn’t have the look of the Arizona Sonoran Desert. Wasn’t the malpais or lava tube country around Grants either. The bastard likely headed back toward Albuquerque and then turned south off the Interstate at one of the exits. Shit! Just plain shit! Wait until I caught up with the little twink!
That thought hauled me up short. Hey, man, this might be serious. The desert is a deadly place. And here I was in the middle of this desolation without water, without a windbreaker for the cold night, without cover from the blistering sun. Had he left me to die or just tucked me away somewhere nearby to give himself a lead?
With a sigh, I closed my eyes and called upon the reserves that had served me over the last ten years of long-distance trucking…my inner strength. After a moment of intense concentration, I felt power flow back into my limbs. I was shrugging off the effects of the drug…whatever the hell it had been.
Then I looked around the immediate vicinity. There were tire tracks all over the place. What the hell had gone on? Then I understood. Davy had driven around tearing up the countryside to make it harder to follow his tracks back out.
Taking an oblique look at the sun, I calculated north, assuming that was the direction I-40 lay. Pissed but not yet worried, I struck out in that direction. By noon, my tongue was swollen, and what little saliva I could bring up was thick with mucus. I hadn’t encountered a living thing except an occasional buzzard wheeling about in the sky, a placid Gila monster, and a huge, ill-tempered rattlesnake. Was every creature in this God-forsaken place sinister?
The oppressive, ever-present, overwhelming heat soon chased all other concerns from my consciousness. My skin felt as if it were cracking. I recalled reading that certain desert succulents were sources of water, but when I stomped one likely-looking spiny plant to a pulp, the small amount of revolting moisture it held convinced me it wasn’t one of those.
Forgetting about snakes and other poisonous creatures, I propped my head against a stone at nightfall and fell to sleep instantly. I woke freezing to death and vainly tried to warm myself by igniting the few dried plants revealed by the moonlight. As I shivered against the cold and listened to the far-off, lonely cry of some creature with a voice…probably a coyote. It made more sense to travel by night to keep warm and rest by day in the shade of anything that cast a shadow.
Deliriously happy when the morning sun broke the eerie loneliness of the night, I was cursing the burning orb two hours later. Every scrap of rare shade was host to a bunch of creatures unhappy over sharing space. Lizards and snakes and scorpions make poor neighbors. Unable to sit still, I staggered off cross-country again, taking step after painful step until I finally collapsed. By the end of that second day, I was on my last legs. As I drifted off into unconsciousness in the freezing night air, the realization I might not see the sunrise didn’t bother me a bit.

*****

A twink in a bear bar. What could go wrong? Lots, apparently. We see the desolation, but when does it get to be “splendid?” Maybe next week.

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